spent ¥19,000 rushing because i thought i was running late for something that didn't matter

had a flight the next morning and convinced myself i needed to be back at the hotel by a certain time so i rushed the whole thing, didn't relax, kept checking my phone 🙃 paid full ¥19,000 and got basically none of the value because i wasn't present for any of it. flight wasn't even that early. mad at myself more than anything else